Friday, May 27, 2005

hahahaha
WOOHOO
AC won rugby!!!! yay haha.
hahahaha at least A div got it...
nostalgic man... ac spirit! if got pants i would have gone and cheered la.. wasted.
oh man.. so nice singing ac anthem again...
but quite sad la
kwek and wenloong. haii cheer up? its not the end of the world.

ah crap She totally daoed me in front of ppl today la....
damnit i'm such a failure. haha

stupid bitch. tell me abt ur date on sat then ask me to get stuff for u. ah well

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

i walked past dawn during morning assembly this morning and said hi.
haha she said hi back and said you look familiar.. -.-''

talkingcock.com is a damn funny website.

i dun think wn is that compatible? and she wants someone above 171cm..
oh well.. see how things go. but she's really cute.
go with the flow.
surf's up

surf and turf splitzza from pizza hut. haven't tried it though.

and i still haven't watched star wars. bah.

and i came to the library to see teacher about my speech and she's not here yet.
wah lau she took apart my speech la. killed it. now its like half its length.
and crappy english. haiiiiiiiii

and i want to watch madagascar. with wn?
she said she doesn't mind but we'll prob end up watching with the whole library exco.
i hope i can watch star wars this week before i leave for bintan.
last episode loh.

haha kj said yx is the chioest girl in boarding... i agree.. lol

FIR's new cd wu xian is damn nice. haha though pathetically short only slightly better than m2m's the big room.. i like track 9, 10 and 11
track 11 is si xin de li you.... haha particularly relevant lyrics..

monkey crap. server typed out..

and eli, vicky is sitting at the com beside mine hahahahaha

wahhh damn sian.
library invest last day of school and it might be half day somemore...

i don't wanna be anything other than what i've been trying to be lately.

chase?

ladeda
physics prac now..
byeeeeeeeeee

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

I STILL HAVEN'T WATCHED THE BLOODY MOVIE!

WHY THE HELL DID I HAVE TO FALL SICK??????

Saturday, May 21, 2005

sigh.
when you knew i was sick,
you asked me to take care.
you let me call you even though you were out with your friends,
and i felt better after hearing your voice.
i guess i want to get to know you better,
and hope you get to know me better too.
i don't know if...
i don't know when...
i don't know how...
but i think...
i may have fallen.
again.
for you.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

anthropology. I NEVER CHANGE TARGET.
BANG BANG. ugh.
holeinmyheart.
wyn.. W.H.Y.?
am i sad? are you sad? are you sad wyn? i still am.
monkey business.
demon dayz.
damn sian. dun feel like going for training. but. must go support kj.
just a.. its weiwen over there
he's wearing a tie. he was an usher. he had confessions. YEAH!
Minghan's friend: I hate PW. its damn gay. but nvm. my teacher likes my kok so heck care.
boom shakalaka.
69 percent!~
tok kong!
'PR’ are the first two letters of the word ‘propaganda’.

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Recently I've been
Hopelessly reachin
Out for this girl
Who's out of this world
Believe me

She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cause he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me

For so many nights now
I find myself thinkin about her now ohhh

Cause obviously she's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin me in
And I know I
Never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her

Cause obviously she's out of my league
I'm wastin my time
Cause she'll never be mine
And I know I
Never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her

She's out of my hands
And I never know where I stand
Cause I'm not good enough for her
Good enough for her

Cause obviously she's out of my league
I'm wastin my time
Cause she'll never be mine
And I know I
Never will be good enough for her.

haiiiiiiii

Saturday, May 14, 2005

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cause I'm in love with you

and i thought nick was my competitor. haha oh well.
i feel like crap. i can't help but think about her. and i can only hope that she's thinking about me too. sigh. i know its really hard for her too. but its like.. the first cut is the deepest?
haiiiiiiiiiii.
just.. time will tell? thanks kj. haha even though it was damn gay when you sang that song to me it really helped a lot. yep.
and sorry wyn.. didn't exactly be a good friend today.. haii

Thursday, May 12, 2005

she called me last night. we talked for 45 min. seems she has a lot on her mind.. how her reputation is goin down the drain.. why she always hangs around with guys.. ya.. so i guess she needs time to sort things out.
i found out that nick confessed his feelings that day. she said it'll never work out between them. but she said still friends so nick still goes on looking for her. well i don't really blame him.. sigh. and i guess cause we were talking about our feelings and everything.. everything just came out.. she said if she would ever get into a relationship it would be with the other guy..
and ya i told her that i still like her... oh well. she took it quite well i hope. i mean. she decided to keep her distance from guys, send signals that she's not interested.. but she said excluding me (:
ah well. i just hope things don't change for the worse, and if not for the better.. just stay as they are? please? cause i really want you as a good friend.. if not more.. yeah.. and i really enjoy spending time with you.. i hope you find ways to get along with your class better.. sigh.
and ya i know how u feel, being labelled as a flirt.. and i'm willing to keep my distance from you if u just say the word.
and i'll always be here for you no matter what. trust me on that.

And I would answer all your wishes, if you asked me to.

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let's turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

sigh.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

crap. she's not goin bintan. only 2 per cca so 2 captains.

Cheer up!

Sunday, May 08, 2005

it didn't rain that hard so nv use umbrella but.. happy happy! sweet man. she wore my jacket.
waa and she's gonna watch dance night with me also..
and sw's gonna be there too....
oh man.
ahhh.
bintan! together! hahaha ok.... wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

Friday, May 06, 2005

YAY! haha she got vicecap post yesterday 7-6 votes. damn close. but vicecap is vicecap.whee
going bintan! yeah. and she's going dance night with me. and hopefully tonight chinese drama too.. yay. wah yesterday rain damn heavy. and my umbrella so small.. haha.. ooh. its raining again..quite heavy too. and training is at 2.15. wheeee. oh well its the last combined training. in the library now. next week the xiong crap starts again.. haha but it was good while it lasted.. nvm today she's going down even though she didn't bring her gi.. vicecap must show face mah.. yup.

ah well maths test was better than i expected. can pass i think. i hope.
next week is econs test. bah. i'm totally lost. crazy lecturer. today pms; go so fast. no idea what's going on... and i need to pay more attention during physics lecture and study more so i can help her.. oh yah the fag sat beside her for physics today. fuming. but he fell asleep. idiot. and then i just caught him studying with her in the library. but he was so noisy she said she's never going to study with him again.. heh. i guess i'm ok with it la.. slightly better now.

yup. thanks goodness i got the two sat afternoon tix. thanks bryan! haha and thank goodness judo is setting up the ora stall so she got reason to come in the morning.. whee.. can't wait. ah rain. gloomy depressing weather. perfect to sleep. but i'm happy! hahahaha... ah nvm.

eh update your blog k!

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

oh well.
haven't practiced trigo and summation.
screwed. totally
gonna fail aGAIN.
i should really try not to fail.
but. ya. unexpected events.

yeah combined training was suuuuuuuper fuN!
hahaha so slack! and sy is damn cute! ahahah my gosh.
i hope.. i don't c her too..
yep tml combined too! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
can't wait man. really.
surprisingly its not v i want to spar with...
its sy.. haiii
complicated. and she smells nice too.
haha
reminds me of.. Her

gah gpp due tml. bitch. hate her. dun care just hand in draft.
SCREWED FOR TEST.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

life is short.
live it to your fullest.
its unfair.
it can rob you of your most precious things in an instant.
i just hope you are ok.
and we'll all be here to help you through it.
i'm sorry.

on a happier note.
i'm chief student librarian!
whee...
finally a good post.
have to withdraw from house committee interview.
don't mind.
going bintan 28-30 may
cca leaders camp
can't wait!
really hope she gets vice cap now..

she's confused.
please. i'm here to help
all u have to do is ask.
and you know i'll always be here for you.
all i can do is hope.

fill the world with hope.

You said that love was just a state of mind
A puzzle made of pieces you can't find
But for me you never really had the time
I was blind.

And everything that you meant to me
Is written in the pages of my history
But it's over now as far as I can see
Suddenly

Things are so different now you're gone
I thought it'd be easy I was wrong
And now I'm caught in the middle
Even though I'm with someone new
All I can think about is you
And now I'm caught in the middle

Movin' on she brings me brighter days
Thoughts of you are in my mind always
Like a memory, that I can't erase
It's here to stay

Things are so different now you're gone
I thought it'd be easy I was wrong
And now I'm caught in the middle
Even though I'm with someone new
All I can think about is you
And now I'm caught in the middle

So different
So easy

But I can't get over you

And I can't get over you

Things are so different now you're gone
I thought it'd be easy I was wrong
And now I'm caught in the middle
Even know I am with someone new
All I can think about is you
And now I'm caught in the middle

sigh. troublesome. why did you have to ask me those questions? i'm still thinking of the answers. but do i really want to know them? i guess i do. but.. she didn't reply me today. and i hope YOU didn't do anything. bastard.

and i really don't know what You want. if you're trying to give a hint. or not. i just hope You'll still give me a chance. even after all that i've done.

Monday, May 02, 2005

bah. and now i see your nick says: beautiful.
i just hope u're not referring to her.
though i know she is.

I hate you. you fagass son of a bitch. u already know how i like her. yet you still had to go and ask her out, knowing she'll accept cause she likes talking to u cause you're full of shit. she's only going to treat you as a friend (i hope) so stop flirting with her already you bastard. she even told you directly to your face. and i thought you were a friend. but i guess i should have expected this, knowing your bloody crappy reputation already. what else are you going to do to make it worse? damnit i'm not going to talk to you. hope you have terrible birthdays the rest of your life. asshole. all i can do is just sit here and hope u don't do anything stupid. and that she'll be all right. bah. u fag. i'm glad u screwed up your chem spa. and i hope A will never accept you. again?

wow. that was evil. i'm glad i got it off my chest. seriously. JERK. qbkfos. dickhead. gah.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

oh well. dunno why i created this anyway. PW SUCKS. and i dunno if i just want you as a friend.
i just dun want you to go with him
arrgh.