Sunday, June 26, 2005

Omg i'm free! haha i just got off the phone with van.. haven't talked in a v long time and yeah! i realised i got no feelings whatsoever left for her... hahah i mean she spent half the conversation telling me about her guy and i didn't feel anything! NOT A SINGLE THING! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! hahahahaha yay! now i can honestly say i don't like her that way anymore! hahahahaha... the joy. the happiness. ok i shall stop.

oh man so paiseh. who's jason and what's vlc??? maybe its jason chan haha

Friday, June 24, 2005

hmmm doin econs now. at the same time. bad me. caught mr and mrs smith last night. haha my bro and mom caught it last wk in philippines already. ADAM BRODY haha was a pleasant surprise. i mean he played exactly like seth lah. damn funny. and yeah the movie was good. reviews said it was boring. but it made me laugh a lot. so hmmph. dun care what they say. but i laugh easily. oh well. wah shit. the weapons were uber cool la. esp brad's rocket launcher. and his muay thai skills. haha break a window with his elbow. and angelina's driving skills.. amazing. she'd thrash jay chou any time of the day. but i haven't watched Intitial D yet so i can't say much. though i bought the 1st book of the series. haha i must say the drawing is quite crap. or maybe i'm not used to it yet. anw i'm digressing. i loved when they used all the double meanings and stuff damn cool. and he's damn smart la. the lift. wah bu the thing that has been bugging me right. is HOW THE HELL CAN THEY SHOOT SO WELL WHEN THEY'RE WEARING SUNGLASSES AT NIGHT. haha but then hollywood is forgiven.

haha i'm so glad i caught 3 movies this hols. actually first 2 dun count cause they were with family but nvm. i must get hitchhikers when it comes out on dvd/vcd. or get the library to get it. haha..



I want to help you
But I don't know how
I want to soothe you
But I can't speak out

I have many fears about rejection
I have many memories of pain
I have always been a little shy
So I'll turn and look the other way
Other way
Other way
I will turn and look the other way

I want to hold you
But I am afraid
I want to touch you
But I'm not that way

I have many doubts about my motives
I have many fears about my greed
I have always hurt the one that I love
So I'll turn and look the other way
Other way
Other way
I will turn and look the other way

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

like what the hell lah. i put in the most effort in the bloody performance task thing and i get the SECOND LOWEST SCORE IN THE BLOODY GROUP. tmd. shit and he said i could have been more audible. get this "limitations due to dental braces were understandable" damnit i knew i should have removed them...

haiii so much for being a nice guy and letting everyone choose their roles before choosing my own. so i get stuck with the most boring role possible and provided "no new insights". what the bloody hell. 18. EIGHTEEN!. damnit. mh got a 22 la. but i had to admit his was good. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i hope i do well for the gp common test so this stupid shit doesn't affect me much.

on a side note. lets experiment with scents! hahaha omg. i dun believe i'm actually gonna do it. but it should be fun! haha can't wait!

Friday, June 17, 2005

haha hiiii i'm blogging from manila!!
yeah gonna go shopping for sTUFF tomorrow.. haha fark it man i lost my ring i dropped it at manila airport. you know the nice one we bought at chiangmai in sec 3.. the oNLY nice one i had. bahhh. damnit. i hope they find it and call me...
and guess what? they have the big mac cds here too! hahaha.. i'll try to get at least one so we dun have to eat 3 big macs on wed! lol... yeah and hope my cousin can help me find ur sTUFF.. and hope i get good deals too..

hmmm got the two new games for psp. WIPEOUT IS BLOODY GOOD LAH! haha. and apparently my bro watched mr. and mrs. smith with them here already...
untold legends is not bad too.

and first thing i see on tv here is JAPANESE WRESTLING. women 3v3 tag team. hahahaha omg its damn bloody violent. worse than wwe. and the turnbuckles are damn high. and they always seem to kick out. and their trademark finishers are damn cool and funky. unique and pain. hahaha..

okaaay i'm gonna get a local prepaid sim card tml! so i can msg you! hahaha yeaaa~ gdnite!

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

too many damn things to post here. haha.

ahhh crap why did the library have to make some stupid flag day on last week of hols wed morn??? think ppl no need to study issit.. haiiiiii then i'm chief somemore.. bahhhh. our studying!!! and shopping! hahaha.. oh well. see how lah.

i realised how quiet the house is without my brother and mom around.. haha actually i kinda miss my brother in a weird sort of way. i mean sure i don't have to fight over the ps2 anymore.. but then i don't have anyone to discuss the last episode of raw/smackdown, or play yugioh with, or just fight and squabble or practice some moves on.. haha.. oh well. hope he's enjoying himself there.. i'm joining on thursday..

my dad said i should bake some cookies to bring over to philippines to let my grandma try haha i'm gonna bake on wed.. my banana choc chip are still in the fridge. dunno how i'm gonna finish them.. dun wan to give out cause its not that good haha..

bought bsb's new album.. haha its not bad.. i mean.. i think they're waaaaaaaay better than nsync though nsync can dance better.. if i remember bsb was the 2nd group i liked.. haha spice girls was the first that got me hooked onto music hahaha then bsb. then M2M!!!!!! hahaha...

still haven bought marion's album yet. shall do so soon i hope. yeah prob tmr.

i realise i have pathetically few testimonials on friendster. haha but then i'm too lazy to write for ppl unless they ask me to. and i also usually dunno what to say.. haha so how can i expect to get some?


Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete

Monday, June 13, 2005

yay today was a great day!
i mean great overall la not counting the horrid experiences.
well let's see i went to turf city in response to the ad in the news paper where they say last day of sale for sports shoes. good advertising. yah so i went there with my dad, expecting wonderful shops and eating places cause the last time we went there was like last year? or the year b4 where nothing much was open but they had promised nice shops.. turns out no business so they changed the whole place to a big bargain store, besides giant.

so we ate teppanyaki which was really yucky. then spent quite a lot of time looking for the bloody sportslink.. but quite satisfied cause i got 2 pairs of shoes! both nike.. one of them i fell in love instantly. haha black and shiny red. damn cool lah! but then wear to school any tcher would kill me. haha so i got a white and grey perseus! hmm did i spell tt correctly? nvm. yeahh that one was like almost perfect fit. like custom made for my foot so i had to get it.. then when queuing at the cashier i saw their offer.. 3 pairs of nike socks for 19.90 haha so i went to get 3.. yeah so abt 245 bucks for 2 shoes and 3 socks.. quite worth it i must say ^^,

Yeap. so reached home at like 3.. felt quite guilty cause i didn't go to church. well my mom's not home so i guess my dad and i are lazy which i know is really bad. haha i'll pray extra hard in bed tonight.. then i slacked around supposed to be doin physics but then.. yah.

then at 6.30 we left for shangri la! the line! haha super wonderful awsome buffet that's also superbly wondefully awsomely expensive! haha nvm my dad and i.. once in like 10 years treat. can't eat like this when my mom's around. yeah oh my gosh when i stepped in i was like grinning from ear to ear. the amount of food! goodness! everything! lets see there's salad, jap, frozen seafood, italian, bbq, chinese, indonesian, indian, and almost everything else u can think of. and the desserts are to die for!

haha and mich! you know they had the nice sotong like the ones we ate at bintan! hahah but i must say the bintan ones were nicer- more tasty. anw. the satay there is like the best i've ever eaten. and omg omg i MUST tell you about their CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN. OMG its heavenly its like as tall as a wedding cake. with chocolate gushing down like curtains.. omg omg. oi just wanted to put my mouth there and slurp up.. haha but then they use dark choc so not so sweet. and they only had strawberries and funny biscuits to dip. i mean like. WHERE ARE THE BANANAS? haha.. but then the ice cream was cool you cld put toppings then they'll mix it into the ice cream with those teppanyaki blades.. haha i put gummy bears! and m&ms into the vanilla and mocha ice cream. then i wanted to put the whole bowl under the fountain but so malu.so ended up just scoopin up with a spoon.

haha damn cool la the choc like hardens almost instantly upon contact with the ice cream. doesn't even mix! hahahahaha ok that was quite lame. but i totally stuffed myself with chocolate. until i couldn't move. haha couldn't breathe properly. then when i went into my dad's car i konked out. partly because i was so tired caused i slept so late. and partly because i dunno maybe its my body's way of digesting my food faster. and my dad said i snored damn loudly. haha..

then when i got home i went to shit. haha then i was feeling so sick i puked. i puked up damn lot of chocolate. it was damn gross lah. i shall spare you the details but it was brown and phlegmy. ok gross. haha. yeah so now i feel much better!

haha.. okies. have you ordered your harry potter yet? heh

Sunday, June 12, 2005

hahaha i can't wait.. it'll prob be the only time this hols i'll enjoy myself with friends ^^, wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahaha thanks!
just hope my mom lets me go.. lol or like you said.. i'll be more than willing to let you kidnap me hahahaha... yay~!

hohum this stupid blogger is in chinese now and i have no idea how to change it back.. haha.. oh well. big mistake. so paiseh la. father's day is next sunday the 19th. not tml... omg. haha crap. sorry to all the people who read my nick.

well... waiting for the cookies to finish baking in the oven now. i tell u i'm damn failure. i saw 2tsp and put in 2 tbs... i almost died when i saw the difference.. i mean like. damn big la. haha just hope it turns out all right? and doesn't like explode in the oven or smthing. then i'm opening the pack of hershey's mini chips and i pull to hard and the bag like explodes too! chips everywhere. like casi.. oops sorry. integrated resort... lol.. talkingcock.com rawks lah!

speaking of chips. i miss playing mahjong! haiii. i need a big gathering of somesort.. or at least 3 ppl who can play mahjong. haha.. the stupid mahjong game on my phone is like 2 player -.- how boring can it get. most of the time ends in draws. and then the site which i dled the 4 player mahjong game - voorhees - onto my old phone, closed down due to copyright infringements. IT DOESN'T PAY TO BREAK LAWS. YOU KNOW HOW MANY PPL U PISSED OFF.

haha and i'm suddenly reminded of the stupid adverts before movies.. the one with michelle yeoh and the touch.. CHOOSE MR. RIGHT. PROTECT COPYRIGHT. wahlau. how cheesy can u get la. yepp.

haven't updated in a while.. haha too busy with other stuff durin the hols i guess.. this sudden entry was inspired by mich! lol.. its like much cheerful than usual right? haha cause i'm happy i made such a good friend at camp! ^^, heh dun back out on me after cts k? if not i dun take u buy gucci.. hahaha

yeahhh.. me mr. problemsolver... hahaha ok ok ego.. oops one tray of cookies got burnt.. haha and the other feels like banana cake. omg.

haha daph! i'm still waiting for your testimonial on friendster! (= and congrats once again on becoming FINANCE DIRECTOR lol... i knew you could do it!

sigh. this hols have been crappy. i mean the only fun i've had so far is bintan la.
how pathetic is that. and star wars with my cousin was just the movie. i mean he's like so stoned all the time. ok tt was quite mean. but yarrrh! my nice cousins are in philippines and america! haha leaving to see them on thu! come back on mon then start cramming again.

haiii. i miss the massive sleepovers i used to have. don't you wyn? haha i mean. its been so long since the ac guys came together and partied larh. but then so many ppl overseas.. oh well. eh did caleb come back or not? i miss the smackdown, the pes, the pokemon card tourney at novena. haha that was like what? p6? haha i rmb the time we went serene with andre,leonard? who else ah.. to play pokemon tourney.. and you got like top 8 right? haha only one who won then. all of us got mew only.. oh yah i miss the sparklers and bombbags too.. like when i stuffed a bombbag down benee's shorts.. haha then he grabbed his ass and started running until it went boom then he stood there and said crap.

or how caleb and the rest went out on raiding parties.. haha with chicken bones and sparklers and how they would throw into ppl's houses and run away when the dogs started barking..lol.. and i still rmb how junde tried to set grass on fire with sparklers... sigh.

i'm in a nostalgic mood tonight. and this is my longest entry so far. bahhh. i miss the times in an all boys school where no one had to give a shit abt anything much. i mean like we were so carefree and there was like no worrying over girls and all that stuff.. and when i was a councillor and could do stupid stuff with the prefects.. and totally cheer my heart out for something i loved. cheer until no voice also never mind. funny how i used to hate cheering at prefect's camp. i guess you don't miss your water till the well runs dry.. haha three holes in the ground. anw. yeah i miss ACS! haha i miss the strong ac spirit... and the aircon classrooms. and the aircon STUDENTS' ACTIVITY CENTRE! haha and the splash cafe at the pool and the prefect's boardroom... and the looooooong mrt rides back where i could stop at raffles place to buy ps2 games.. haha

rilong was telling me that day how he was quite sad abt rj's spirit. he said that he thought it would be like a continuation of RI but then he was wrong.. its quite depressing.. thank goodness the ac spirit doesn't die in acjc.. (= and sadly all our good teachers have left acsi.. like anand.. haha too bad frankie's still there. i mean my brother has 4 tution tchers now la 5 nxt year. and my bro's batch got the most parents who complain.

anand was telling my mom when she came to tutor my bro that our batch was not the brightest but the most memorable and fun batch to teach.. hahaha at least we're remembered in a good way! i miss benee's goofy antics.. and his blurness though i think they're fake. but they really livened up the class.. haha my class now is like so dull lah. double maths class. holiday can't have class outing cause more than half the class not in singapore.

haha the cookies are not too sweet! just nice. not as sweet as the orange ones.. but then they taste like banana cake. feels like it too. guess that's what happens when u put too much baking powder.

yep. i think that's all for tonight.. haha off to play bots again.. cya guys around soon.