Friday, March 31, 2006

went billy bombers at heeren with my mom after physio today. had a deliciously yummy philly cheesesteak + chocolate malt shake. omg how am i supposed to lose weight like this. i'm so full i haven't eaten dinner yet.


As life leaves my eyes I realize I must have died
It looks like I didn’t make it through the night
I never got to say goodbye
I’ll never get to say anything at all again to a world
That barely knew I was alive
Sing a requiem for me
Make it sad but sweet
A song about release
A minor key symphony


i shouldn't have drank the chocolate malt. i'm farting like mad. and my knee freaking hurts. it's swelling ):

Saturday, March 25, 2006

just got back from Dr. Chook's at Orchard towers. shoulder's not as bad as i feared. apparently it's just overused. tendon problem or something. said it's gonna take a while to heal, about a month or so cause tendons get the least blood supply or something. and that feeling like the bone's coming out of my socket is just the tendon rubbing against the bone cause of loose ligaments. yah. so i have to take medication. and go for physio 2/3 times a week. prob tue and fri and sat, since those are our early days. can't train so hard anymore. hope i can still perform for age group competition, which is on 9th of april. i want to win. but then again, who doesn't. but hope my shoulder recovers soon. physio's expensive =S


past two days have changed me in ways i never thought possible.


and i just realised vanilla ice's has exactly the same beat as the used/my chemical romance's . if you want any of the two songs just drop me a note (:


without saying a word, you can light up the dark

..hold my hand and never let go..

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

))): didn't even get bronze. haha, maybe if i purposely lost my 1st match then my two bronze matches wld have been against yellow belts and might have won. ohwell.

..hold my hand and never let go..

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW THROW

i wish i could gather all the luck in the world. cause i'm gonna need it.

..hold my hand and never let go..

Monday, March 20, 2006

why didn't the vector eat the pie?
cause it was too plain.


failed fmath. hope can pass econs. i need to train. yay. tmr.

..hold my hand and never let go..

Sunday, March 19, 2006

when i see you smile says:
and it doesn't help when my right shoulder keeps popping out of its joint everytime i f*cking stretch
when i see you smile says:
it hurts like shit
timothy says:
do that in the middle of exam
timothy says:
and ask to get out
when i see you smile says:
.....


pardon the vulgarities. anyone taking two papers on the same day would understand.

..hold my hand and never let go..

I AM GOING TO F**KING FAIL ECONS AND FMATHS TOMORROW.


hopefully there's still hope for maths on tue.


i really need to take xray of my shoulder after wed.


what the hell am i still doing online.

..hold my hand and never let go..

lack of time and sheer desperation have driven me to this. where i've been in the midst of a 3h study 1h sleep routine. i've slept for 4 hours today. don't think i can last much longer. but it's the last topic for maths. i need to start on econs. thanks to daph and cy for help with polar.


and nick did i mention that you're one lucky bastard. though i wouldn't want to get my eye poked by my specs cause i got hit by a basketball, it wouldn't hurt to be excused from ALL the common tests.


why are so many ppl asking me whether the business cycle is tested for econs. it kinda pisses me off cause i haven't even started there yet.


it's late and i'm cranky. bahhh. so sue me.

..hold my hand and never let go..

Friday, March 17, 2006

auntie took me and my bro out to dinner with my cousins while my parents are in shanghai.


i love spizza. that's how pizza should be made. with an ultra thin crust.


and we got a free pizza. cause my aunt bit into a piece of glass. imagine the horror. so they cleared away the remianing two slices and gave us a brand new pizza. haha. full. how to lose weight like this.

..hold my hand and never let go..

Thursday, March 16, 2006

i got cool new funky blue specs. and no matter what anyone says it's blue. NOT purple.

..hold my hand and never let go..

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

ouchhh. i can't even type properly cause i got blisters all over my fingers. back frm judo camp. it was.. ok. tiring. v tiring. 10 * 400m sprints at 5.30am. gah.


5 more days to finish 3 subjects. ok 4 and a half days. ahhhhhhh.

..hold my hand and never let go..

Sunday, March 12, 2006

honestly, i'm quite scared. i just don't know what to expect. but all the same i think i'll tide through it as always. as always. like ncc in sec 1 and prefects' in sec 1 and 2 and 3. i just hope i dun make my shoulder worse. i think i should go take an xray after nationals.


i'm scared i won't have enough time to study. apparently ppl are bringing stuff to mug durin the camp. but i can't see how they can concentrate, esp when i'll be dead tired. i'm going to miss you.


i'll be skipping physics paper which means one less subject to study. jason says that i'll have fun during the competition. whatever that means.


remembering what hl said last year. "you'll come out of the camp a stronger man"


i just wanna live

..hold my hand and never let go..

Sunday, March 05, 2006

i'm BLUE belt.


woohoo.

..hold my hand and never let go..

Friday, March 03, 2006

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you


thank you.

..hold my hand and never let go..

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Listen you are not ready
Like children in a building you can't stand steady
It must be the beat so heavy
Causin' panic attacks like a crack in the levy


GOSH the concert was GREAT. maybe cause i was in the mosh pit. i dunno how the ppl in the seats felt but yah. fantastic. mike's great. so was ryu and tak.


but black violin was awesome. three piece band. played HIPHOP with violins. yeah!, just a lil bit, pimpin all over the world...


concert let me shout as loud as i could. and i needed that. really.


but in the end, it doesn't even matter.

..hold my hand and never let go..