Monday, March 09, 2009

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know

It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know

It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights, wrong or right
Goodbye

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

I gotta let you go
It's you
There's nothing I can do

I remember when you came with me that night
you said forever you said forever yousaid forever
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

Sunday, March 08, 2009

i can't believe that i'm sitting in front of my com listening to lostprophets just waiting for your call. just waiting, and hoping.

loud music. screaming music. that's all i've been listening to these past months. i wonder why?

will this end? it's only been two months plus. and i can't believe it.

i've been warned. i've been adviced. i've been counselled. both sides of the fence. to end it, or to fight for it. and after so much thinking,

i still don't know what to do

driving really helps me relax. it's a pity i have work tmr. if not i'll go drive somewhere and eat again.