Thursday, May 12, 2005

she called me last night. we talked for 45 min. seems she has a lot on her mind.. how her reputation is goin down the drain.. why she always hangs around with guys.. ya.. so i guess she needs time to sort things out.
i found out that nick confessed his feelings that day. she said it'll never work out between them. but she said still friends so nick still goes on looking for her. well i don't really blame him.. sigh. and i guess cause we were talking about our feelings and everything.. everything just came out.. she said if she would ever get into a relationship it would be with the other guy..
and ya i told her that i still like her... oh well. she took it quite well i hope. i mean. she decided to keep her distance from guys, send signals that she's not interested.. but she said excluding me (:
ah well. i just hope things don't change for the worse, and if not for the better.. just stay as they are? please? cause i really want you as a good friend.. if not more.. yeah.. and i really enjoy spending time with you.. i hope you find ways to get along with your class better.. sigh.
and ya i know how u feel, being labelled as a flirt.. and i'm willing to keep my distance from you if u just say the word.
and i'll always be here for you no matter what. trust me on that.

And I would answer all your wishes, if you asked me to.

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let's turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

sigh.