Thursday, July 07, 2005

seriously. i think the world would be a better place for me if EVERYBODY was frank and direct and honest and told me what they thought of me. or gave truthful reasons for their actions. or just spoke their minds freely. i wouldn't have to worry about whether they're lying or what shit. and everything would be so simple. but well it'll never happen so i have to learn to deal with it. i'll appreciate it if yOU would be honest with me k?

anw. i got back econs drq and physics mcq today. did better than expected for both. yay. physics 12/15 and drq 17.5/25. but then ms ngin was saying how in a levels there's no half mark so most of us did better than we should have. haha but good for me. but bahhh why did they have to void question 12. i mean it pulled down my mcq average from 70% to 68%. now i have to score a 17.8 for my essay to get an A. which is highly improbable since i didn't finish my second part the 13 mark question. but smartasses like lh and wes need a 12 and 11 respectively to get an A. i mean they fail essay still can get A. wth. i miss history elec. haha... and wes was bragging he got full marks for source-based before. like whatever.

and talked to jiexuan in the canteen while waiting for my mom today. we were worrying abt how to get home from hougang. ulu ulu place. checked streetdirectory.com gave up on bus numbers seeing how hougang primary IS next to hougang secondary (see lehui) and that lehui knows how to get around from the primary sch.

ok but then what made me thinking was when she said she was worried we get put through killer training programme after the season. actually i don't mind the killer programme. its just the time i need to put in. i mean i definitely want to get into school team next year. i mean it'll be the first time i represent school in a sport quite sad but yeah. but i also have library duties. and i have to give those higher priority. definitely. 100%. plus my studies are quite crappy now. esp. maths. and if i take up s paper i'm just gonna die lah. so how. take things as they come. go with the flow.

and i realised i can never be like my friends who go out practically everyweek. well i could. at the expense of my grades and everything. bu then my mom won't allow eitherway. so i have to learn to curb my jealousy. i won't be able to watch the latest blockbuster everytime it comes out. and i have to deal with it.

why did the crazy man throw the toilet bowl out of the airplane?
cause he was crazy.