Saturday, July 09, 2005

ok. we lost quite badly this year. 3rd for guys. even though we SHOULD HAVE WON and gotten into finals. bloody tyco lah cjc. so now next year we won't be seeded and might meet hci in the first round. the horror. and girls didn't win their 3rd place match.. haii. all the pressure was on vanessa. cause we were tied 2-2 and she was last. haiii. nvm.

ya then mr tan talked to us until hougang sec sch closed. and we had serious discussions on the bus and all. abt training and everything. honestly i felt quite left out. cause i mean i was never in a sport. not in ri and everything. jason's not frm ri too but then at least he was in judo. i know i'll never make the school team next year. but at least i hope i can compete in individual. yeah. and i had fun tonight i guess. messing around with han they all. but i know i won't have as much fun as i would have with you. so i'll train super hard. yeah. spurred on by mr. tan. haha he said i'm very strong. i just need to work more on my technique. (= damn happy lah. by that single comment. i want to work hard. haha. so naive right.

and MoS is opening end of year. ok abt this whole issue of clubbing. i'm really not sure whether i should stick to my personal belief and wait till i'm 18 and all. cause. haiii i really dunno. talking to van sometime back made me realise that if i'm caught i have to say bye bye to my scholarship. but honestly i wasn't thinking of that. its like. i've been saying to everyone that there's a reason for the law in the first place. but lately i've been wondering whether i myself believe in what i'm saying. OH WELL. I HAVE DECIDED TO STICK TO MY PERSONAL OATH AND NOT GO CLUBBING UNTIL I'M 18. OK! KICK ME IF I DON'T KEEP MY WORD.