Sunday, March 08, 2009

i can't believe that i'm sitting in front of my com listening to lostprophets just waiting for your call. just waiting, and hoping.

loud music. screaming music. that's all i've been listening to these past months. i wonder why?

will this end? it's only been two months plus. and i can't believe it.

i've been warned. i've been adviced. i've been counselled. both sides of the fence. to end it, or to fight for it. and after so much thinking,

i still don't know what to do

driving really helps me relax. it's a pity i have work tmr. if not i'll go drive somewhere and eat again.